"cause if she is, i will ask u to text me when u reach home cause it's late"

sometimes i regretted being a PO,
cause there's many things i cant do,
like GIVING SOMEONE A PUNCH RIGHT ON HER FACE.
is that your business in the first place?
go mind your own business.
bloody hell.



tomorrow gonna be my driving test.
manual is so much different from auto please.
and i got confused when i drive back my own car,
cause i will tend to use my left leg to step on the brake =/
only went for a few days of lessons and tomorrow is the test.
dumb right.
they thought people who have class 3a sure can drive class 3.
wth.
anyway i don have much high hope on passing.
provided i don make any careless mistakes.
hopefully.


next 2 weeks of weekends will be burnt,
cause of APEC.
which means we've NO OFF DAY at all.
good game.....





okay i'm still VERY pissed about the incident.
bloody fool.

 

i know i've been lazy posting.
cause when im free,
i will feel like sleeping.
this week consider more "free" cause thurs out from ubin already.
but seems like i still have alot of things not done yet.
and so fast,
tomorrow is already the book in day =/
this coming week got 4days of driving.
STUPID.
gonna be damn tiring cause by the time we reached back camp is like 11pm.
and the next monday is my driving test already.
HOW FAST.
haha.
anyway i don expect to pass anyway.
i still prefer auto cars.
haha.


some squads are passing out these few weeks soon.
so fast.
next year jan,
it gonna be my turn already.


sometimes i still feel that life is boring.
like everyday doing the same old thing,
maybe is cause now every week still gonna be in camp,
people around u are the same.



patience are running low.
it's always just compromising.
it's tiring.


time passed,
things changed,
mindset cant remain like years ago.


taking for granted,
what does it means
 

this week is a freaking stress week.
all thanks to our new psycho FI.
mentally torturing us like crazy.
now we are dreading everyday PT and drills.
and this makes us wanna pass out asap.


anyway,
i got highest again in APEC test.
woohoo!!
haha this one really by luck cos i only study the day before the test.
studied for like 15minutes and i fall asleep.
haha.
97% okay.
only 1qns wrong.
mai siao siao.
hahaha.
i can only say im lucky for tests so far.

and shooting test i got marksman!!
hahaha.
though not the highest but still the top few in my squad.
hahaha.


anyway,
cause of my phone kenna confiscated,
the phone im using now,
lost some of the contacts in it.
so not sure if everyone got the information correctly.

my birthday chalet is on:
9TH OCT (FRIDAY)
7.30PM
PASIR RIS HOME TEAM NS CHALET
should be hse no. A2 if im not wrong.
haha


below are the directions:

HomeTeamNS @ Pasir Ris

125A – 125H Pasir Ris Road
Singapore 519121

Nearest MRT station : Pasir Ris
Bus service along Pasir : TIBS 403
Ris Road

Driving directions:
From PIE to TPE Pass Loyang Flyover,
Exit 3B, turn Right to Pasir Ris Drive 8,
turn Left Slip Road to Pasir Ris Drive 1,
turn Right to Elias Road towards North,
turn Left to Pasir Ris Height,
turn Left to Pasir Ris Road.

toyota VIOS = toyota VAIO
toyota CAMRY = toyota CRANBERRY

wtf.
hahahaha
 

this week consider short week for us.
cause only booked in on monday night.

i'm feeling soooo sleepy right now,
after driving for 50minutes cause of stupid jam =/

first good news.
i don have driving lesson on my birthday already.
cause class 3A already know how to drive,
so we can skip first few lessons.
wahahaha.

this week only have PT and shooting.
everyday shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot.
until our hands now all in pain.
blueblack,
blisters,
internal bleeding,
everything also got.
haha.
suppose to have shooting test today but cause no time,
postpone to next friday.
this is no good.
cause we have no more shooting lesson and we gonna forget everything =/
shooting is fun,
with LIVE bullets.
however,
each time i load the gun,
i will feel scare.
hahaha.
first few lessons,
i FAILED!
hahaha.
but today lesson,
i got MARKSMAN pleaseeeeeeeee.
hahahaha.
just hope that on the test date itself,
i can PASS.
i just pray for a PASS is enough.

anyway,
my law test,
I GOT THE HIGHEST IN MY SQUAD!!
like 94%.........
WAHAHAHAHA.
but got one more test.
and i'm gonna study real hard for that test.

and i'm gonna work hard towards my GOLD for IPPT.
just that stupid SBJ.
if i can jump further,
GOLD IS MINE.
wahahahaha.

anyway we're in for APEC.
DAMNNNN
this gonna postpone our POC -.-
means i've to stay in HTA till feb or march?
next few weeks gonna start our APEC training.
hope it's fun.
cause we're gonna be like real police officers on the road.
wahahaha.


this week is quite fun.
lots of laughter in our room.
yesterday eating some biscuits and we got chocolate left.
so i asked izy to use her finger to dig it and lick with a seducing look.
but she cant do it cause we keep laughing like hell.
so asked nurul to do it cause all of us know she can.
when she did it,
we totally laughed like mad,
cause it look SO SICK!
hahaha.

and cause i brought a 'magical chalk' to camp.
thats for preventing ants.
haha.
and they started playing with the chalk.
there's 4rooms on our level.
1 of it is our room.
so we went to each room and wrote something outside their door.
"RM 39, GOD SAYS THAT YOUR ROOM IS FILTHY AND DIRTY"
"RM 38, MESSAGE FROM GOD THAT YOUR RM IS NOISY PLSSSS"
"RM 37, GOD SAYS YOUR RM IS MESSY"
"RM 36, GOD SAYS YOUR JUST PERFECT"
*FYI, rm 36 is our room.
haha.
so we went their rooms and knocked on their doors and faster ran back to our room.
when they came out and saw those messages,
we totally laughed like hell cause of their blur expressions.
then they went each other rooms to read those messages.
when they saw ours,
they were like "AIYA MUST BE R10 LA"
hahaha cause only our message is good.
haha then all started laughing.

okay,
the only thing that makes me feel sad when we POC is my bunkmates.
like we always do stupid things today.
eat,sleep,play together.
izy and i always like to count 1.2.3 and we'll fart.
and they know i will 'jerk' whenever i sleep.


okay next week will be a very busy week.
cause extra PDT lessons at night after dinner,
which means no time for us to nua inside our bunk.
and some gonna start their driving lesson at night,
and they will only be back to camp like 11pm?
luckily i only start my driving on 14th oct.
haha.


okay im hungry
 

today is definitely not a good day for us.
don understand why.
those stupid FI have nothing happen to them,
but our FI is like so much MOOOOORE better than them,
had to leave.
and we just cant stop our tears from flowing out.
even while marching.
other officers and FI don even dare to find trouble with us,
when they saw us marching in tears.
we can only say,
life is unfair.
good people doesnt means they will deserve good rewards.
he's so nice.
although still a NSmen,
only 21 this year,
but he's mature,
protective over us.
whenever we make any mistake or create any shitty troubles,
he's the one who always cover up for us.
though sometimes PT lessons can be damn tiring,
but he understand our strength and weaknesses.
recently now he started giving us free time for playing own sports already,
still have bring us go for morning run outside to lot1 to buy mac breakfast,
still have bring us to swimming pool for aqua jogging,
and still intend to bring us to cafe in camp next week,
but now..........
sigh.

just hope our FI will succeed better in his future.
and our new FI look damn stucked up.
sigh.
the rest of the months will be tough.
damn tough.


supper with squadmates and FI tomorrow.
if not dunno when is our next time then we can see him.



bro reading my horoscope thingy,
it says i will be busy with my work and no time for thinking about other stuffs.
maybe it's true?
maybe it just cant work out?
maybe it's time?
to end just like this?
maybe.
 

i think i'd been eating too much digestive biscuits.
eat it like normal biscuits like that.
so now every morning im having diarrhoea =/


anyway,
my BABY JAZZ is home with me now!
hahahha.
yesterday after book out went to collect straight with sis and rafael.
rafael is nice.
waste his time to go over to help me check the car and everything.
then yesterday night went tampines giant with mum and bro,
cause im gonna wash my baby later!
haha.
happy to have my baby,
but sad cause now every month i've to eat grass =/




watching G Force later.
cant wait!
so cute!!
 

what if someone suddenly appears by your bed,
when you opened your eyes and you saw her,
all she did was pass you a sweet note and bought you mac breakfast that you'd been craving for months,
then she left.
and when your still not completely awake,
all you thought was "how the heck did she come into the house"
when your completely awake,
you started to appreciate it.

but,
what if someone told you this and that,
though your really very unhappy about it,
but you still have to accept it.
and when your anger is already gone,
something you found out made you boils again.
how would you feel.


tell me.
should i get angry or not.
it all happened in the same day.
and i dunno how i feel.
when im angry,
you better run as far as you can.
 

just came back home.
went simpang bedok with squadmates for "supper",
then went ecp,
played arcade and bowling.
bowling was fun with them.
haha and all the mat reps are riding bikes.
and we enjoy life inside maria's car.
haha.
so sleepy now.
dunno will sleep till what time tomorrow.


now cannot anyhow throw my stuffs around in the room.
if not they gonna complain about me and izy being messy again.
haha cos no choice what everytime have to rush.



sometimes i hope that i will not book out.
cause when im inside,
i wont think about it.
and i dont want to think.
 

take it or leave it.
thats me.

 

yeah it's FRIDAY!!

but now ramadan period.
the muslims enjoying life.
cause they can book out earlier on friday and book in later on sunday.
and their timing to have their meals is different from us.
so,
for the whole 1month,
i cant eat with my usual gang =/


ohya,
back to yesterday joke.
cause we were all bathing inside the toilet,
suddenly our towels and clothes all that were missing and others clothes were replace.
so we were shouting at the culprit.
i heard seha's voice,
but izy said when she opened the door to see,
she saw mai.
so she assumed the culprit is mai.
so all of us assumed that it's her.
then back to our room,
we plan and discuss what to do to revenge.
so we took 1 mattress to put on the floor,
thinking to trick mai into our room so that we can taupok her.
but when she's at the door,
she saw the mattress and know something's not right and she started running.
so me, mariah and izy started chasing.
she even ran down the stairs but we didnt follow.
so we wait at the staircase,
not knowing she ran to the 3rd floor and come up by the other end of the stairs.
so we ran along the corridor to chase her but she ran down again -.-
luckily no FI saw us running if not we gonna get SHIT.
cause the FI were just living opposite our block.
like 5m apart?
so we changed of plan.
we went into her room and hide behind the door.
so azi tricked her and asked her faster come in.
when she ran in,
she still faster close the door without knowing we're behind.
then we started shouting and attacking her with pillow.
and we are TOO LOUD.
so FI heard and shouted "all girls from the room come out now!"
then shujun was nervous and standing outside the door without knowing what to do,
and she's still holding on to her small bolster!
hahaha.
so we inside panicked and cecilia came up with an idea.
so all of us went out of the room,
then a few FI were opposite looking at us.

FI: what happened?!
cecilia: sorry sir, got cockroach sir. very big one can fly one sir. sorry sir.
FI: cockroach? your as policewomen gonna catch accuse and your scare of cockroach??"
(all of us behind her were laughing like f already when she said that.)
then another FI was saying "this is the dunno how many times i heard cockroach as an excuse!"
FI: do you know how much does the door cost?!!
(cause we slam the door too hard)
cecilia: sorry sir sorry sir sorry sir.
FI: im not asking you to say sorry! how much does the door cost??
cecilia: (she dunno so jus anyhow crap) $500 to $1000 sir.
(again we laughing like f.)
FI: $500-$1000?? it's $3000! it's fireproof! so are you going to pay if you spoil the door?
cecilia: no sir. sorry sir sorry sir.
FI: okay just don do it again.
cecilia: thank you sir.

after that we went back to our own room laughing like f already.
and we keep repeating got cockroach sir. very big one can fly one sir
and
$500 to $1000 sir.

hahahaha totally classic.
after that we went down for water parade,
went back to room,
again laughing over that stuff.
then someone suddenly asked "eh mai is the culprit right?"
then all of us started to think it MAY NOT be mai.
cause i said i heard seha voice.
then izy said she only saw mai when she came out.
then we were like "OHHH NOOOOO. our witness gave wrong info"
haha then we went to ask mai,
and she said she dunno what happened at all.
just that we chase her then she just run.
hahahahaha wtf.
so went to question seha she acted suspiciously.
so we knew it's her.
hahaha we totally get the wrong suspect.
what a good policewomen we are.
haha.
so we came up with this OS.
OPERATION SEHA.
our plan.
haha.

so this afternoon during break when we're back in bunk,
we waited for her to go bathe,
then we secretly fill up pails of water,
but there's 3 cubicles occupied,
but we dunno which is her.
then sal started talking to her.
but she knew we gonna do smth to her so she purposely keep all her clothes in the cubicle.
and just nice the rest of the people in the cubicles came out,
so we know which is her.
then we just pour the pails of water from the top and she started shouting.
hahaha and i dunno how,
izy lose grip and throw the whole pail in.
hahaha.

after that she came out of the toilet and said we're good.
cause she never expect us to have this plan.
she was shocked when we pour the water in.
haha.
okay this is a fun week.
i remember got 1 incident damn funny also but i forgot what is it already.
haha.
 


time passed quite fast.
it's already our 2nd month?
and lots of tests are coming up soon.




mushroom pot tomorrow :)))

going back camp soon again.
meeting faiz to take cab together.
haha cause bag too heavy.
got dumb bell,
basketball toy rim.
hahahaha.
so i think my bag weighs at least 10kg now.
and nurul brought badminton rackets -.-
and izy have ping pong ball.
hahaha.

worse,
no foooooooooood to bring :(
we sure gonna starve at night.
maybe can go beg for food from other squads.
hahaha.


another week to go.
=/



i know what i said makes me sounds playful,
it just came out from my mouth,
not heart.
remember my eyes are only on you.
<3

this week in camp was quite enjoyable.
partly cause we only went back camp on monday night.
haha.
but my arms damn pain now cause of t-baton practice yesterday.
but poor mariah,
i practice on her and caused her arms to have 3 blueblacks.
hahaha.

tuesday PT was quite embarassing.
after our runs,
our FI asked us to lied down on the floor in one big circle,
closed our eyes and relax.
maybe i was tooooo tired,
until i fall asleep.
suddenly i heard our FI shouted "R10 WAKE UP!!"
so i was shocked and woke up,
and i saw im the only girl left with some other guys -.-
the rest were already behind drinking their water and laughing away =/
damn it.
they secretly quietly went off and purposely don wake us up.
damn paiseh laaaaa.
there's still other squads around.
totally throw face.

wednesday we had surprise inspection by our FI.
cause now we're not susposed to bring any food.
but we got some food left over from last week.
and we started gan jiong and dunno where to hide.
luckily 1 of my squadmate not in camp and her cupboard was not lock.
so we stuff everything inside and lock it with our own lock.
hahaha we were happy and thought we were smart enough.
during inspection,
we stood outside and when FI asked if we got anything to declare,
we still said no.
BUT.
few minutes later,
he came out with few packets of biscuits.
our reaction were like "WHOSE???!!!" and laughing away like mad.
then mariah keep laughing and admit it was hers.
cause she totally forgot her drawer still got biscuits -.-
after that FI came out with a packet of bread.
again we laughed like mad and "WHOSE WHOSE" again.
it was nurul's -.-
she hide it in her some small pouch and she thought FI wont check it -.-
then all of us keep laughing.
despite all our efforts,
we still got loopholes.
guys were worse.
their food were damn alot.
so in the end,
34 of us squeeze into a 10pax room (1 of our guys room),
in our PT kit and WITH RAINCOAT on,
we did jumping jacks,
pushups,
situps,
alternate legs shuffle,
did quite alot for each exercise.
fyi,
our raincoat are damn heavy and thick.
and with windows and doors closed,
we totally sweat and cramped inside like hell.
until the whole floor was full of our sweat.
though its damn tiring and hot,
we still found it quite fun.
haha our raincoat PT.
still damn funny when we think about our reactions when we saw those food that FI found.
haha.

yesterday night elearning cancel,
so we got lots of free time after dinner.
and we started playing with my stress ball,
we spent like one hour plus trying to make a basketball rim,
however it still fails in the end.
and play the dunno what red indian house game or something.
used 4slippers to like make it stand then use the ball to throw at opponent thingy.
we restrict ourselves in the room and we got no space to run and keep shouting like mad.
haha.
best part is,
we got mac for supper.
hahaha cause some of them went out to do some paperwork and smuggle in for us.
so we stuff ourselves with heavy supper.
after that we were too full to sleep.

okay its fun doing stupid stuffs together.


just now booked out cab home with faiz.
then went tampines with mum and bro.
had dinner and watched the 'where got ghost'.
it's a really lame show i must say.
though is funny,
but lame.

i like to go out with family and make sure im the one who pays for the things.
i feel so mature now.
hahahahahaha
 

early in the morning woke up,
izhar came to fetch me to hawker centre while i can walk there within 5 mins -.-
meet up with fad and haidil.
had breakfast but as they all malay,
so i ate malay food too. haha

then headed to ecp,
slowly the rest came,
our officer in charge and field instructor came too.
damn funny as we played lots of games.
and took lots of photos which have to wait for nurul and yana to upload.
their camera is so cool.
makes me wanna get 1 too.
but is over thousand -.-
like that i rather save it for car.

i got lots of nicknames from them.
some call by my name siowpeng/xiaoping,
still got,
X, Ice, Ping, Peng, Meng, etc.
different people called me different names so im actually quite busy remembering my names.
haha.
but is a fun day afterall.
they are all nice people.
as i always mix with the malays,
although i don understand,
but somewhat i still know overall what they talking about.
haha and i've to start being halal too.


later going meet huiyu qihui baozhen and jinhui for prawning.
but im kinda sleepy already.
yawns




*p.s: i really don feel happy or excited when people praise me for pretty/hot.
or hearing guys checking out on me.
inside me was like "oh okay -.-"
cute still okay.
hahaha




next week onwards gonna be damn busy.
normally after dinner will be free time.
but now every night gonna go for elearning lesson.
so by the time we go back room,
its time to sleep -.-
looking forward to next weekend cos only mon night then book in.
at least 1 more free day

 

weekends always pass damn fast.
later booking in at 9pm again.
another week to go.
boring.

that day was funny,
cause theres 10beds in each room,
5beds on each side.
when lights off,
something happened then some of my friends sleeping at the same side as me,
suddenly afraid of sleeping alone,
so they ran to another side to sleep with others.
so i just followed along.
haha so end up 1 bed got 2 or 3 ppl sleeping in the same bed.
after that when shu came back into the room,
shes was stunned to see how come her side no one's on bed.
so she followed along and sleep with someone else on another side.
haha.
so our room is like 5 beds empty and 5beds very full.
haha.


yesterday night went town with b.
nothing to do so went emax to play guitar hero.
haha after that b wanna play l4d,
thou i dunno how to play,
but just anyhow.
but i know i will sure get big headache after playing.
as expected,
my head hurts like f after playing.
torturing please.




<3
 

being a police officer is not easy.
so many restrictions in life.
so many things to memorise.
but still,
i think it's interesting.
cause no other job can be as experience as a PO.
deal with everything anything.


first IPPT will be on next wednesday.
still,
i'm afraid of my inclined pull up and SBJ.
i guess im the weakest among the girls for pull up.
though my muscle are bigger than them.
haha.
2.4km and shuttle run i will be the best i promise.
haha aim for 2.4 is 11minutes.
i've 2minutes to improve on.
though 15minutes is already gold for female.


yesterday after that ass finish her work,
went tampines giant.
shop for all kinds of junk food to stock up my cupboard.
haha.
but seems like i bought far too much.
think cupboard no space for clothes already.
all food.
haha.


going watch Love of Siam later.
haha woohoo thai i like.